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Canto Two

The Way of Fate and the Problem of Pain

A silence sealed the irrevocable decree,

The word of Fate that fell from heavenly lips

Fixing a doom no power could ever reverse

Unless heaven’s will itself could change its course.

Or so it seemed: yet from the silence rose

One voice that questioned changeless destiny,

A will that strove against the immutable Will.

A mother’s heart had heard the fateful speech

That rang like a sanction to the call of death

And came like a chill close to life and hope.

Yet hope sank down like an extinguished fire.

She felt the leaden inevitable hand

Invade the secrecy of her guarded soul

And smite with sudden pain its still content

And the empire of her hard-won quietude.

Awhile she fell to the level of human mind,

A field of mortal grief and Nature’s law;

She shared, she bore the common lot of men

And felt what common hearts endure in Time.

Voicing earth’s question to the inscrutable power

The queen now turned to the still immobile seer:

Assailed by the discontent in Nature’s depths,

Partner in the agony of dumb driven things

And all the misery, all the ignorant cry,

Passionate like sorrow questioning heaven she spoke.

Lending her speech to the surface soul on earth

She uttered the suffering in the world’s dumb heart

And man’s revolt against his ignorant fate.

“O seer, in the earth’s strange twi-natured life

By what pitiless adverse Necessity

Or what cold freak of a Creator’s will,

By what random accident or governed Chance

That shaped a rule out of fortuitous steps,

Made destiny from an hour’s emotion, came

Into the unreadable mystery of Time

The direr mystery of grief and pain?

Is it thy God who made this cruel law?

Or some disastrous Power has marred his work

And he stands helpless to defend or save?

A fatal seed was sown in life’s false start

When evil twinned with good on earthly soil.

Then first appeared the malady of mind,

Its pang of thought, its quest for the aim of life.

It twisted into forms of good and ill

The frank simplicity of the animal’s acts;

It turned the straight path hewn by the body’s gods,

Followed the zigzag of the uncertain course

Of life that wanders seeking for its aim

In the pale starlight falling from thought’s skies,

Its guides the unsure idea, the wavering will.

Lost was the instinct’s safe identity

With the arrow-point of being’s inmost sight,

Marred the sure steps of Nature’s simple walk

And truth and freedom in the growing soul.

Out of some ageless innocence and peace,

Privilege of souls not yet betrayed to birth,

Cast down to suffer on this hard dangerous earth

Our life was born in pain and with a cry.

Although earth-nature welcomes heaven’s breath

Inspiring Matter with the will to live,

A thousand ills assail the mortal’s hours

And wear away the natural joy of life;

Our bodies are an engine cunningly made,

But for all its parts as cunningly are planned,

Contrived ingeniously with demon skill,

Its apt inevitable heritage

Of mortal danger and peculiar pain,

Its payment of the tax of Time and Fate,

Its way to suffer and its way to die.

This is the ransom of our high estate,

The sign and stamp of our humanity.

A grisly company of maladies

Come, licensed lodgers, into man’s bodily house,

Purveyors of death and torturers of life.

In the malignant hollows of the world,

In its subconscient cavern-passages

Ambushed they lie waiting their hour to leap,

Surrounding with danger the sieged city of life:

Admitted into the citadel of man’s days

They mine his force and maim or suddenly kill.

Ourselves within us lethal forces nurse;

We make of our own enemies our guests:

Out of their holes like beasts they creep and gnaw

The chords of the divine musician’s lyre

Till frayed and thin the music dies away

Or crashing snaps with a last tragic note.

All that we are is like a fort beset:

All that we strive to be alters like a dream

In the grey sleep of Matter’s ignorance.

Mind suffers lamed by the world’s disharmony

And the unloveliness of human things.

A treasure misspent or cheaply, fruitlessly sold

In the bazaar of a blind destiny,

A gift of priceless value from Time’s gods

Lost or mislaid in an uncaring world,

Life is a marvel missed, an art gone wry;

A seeker in a dark and obscure place,

An ill-armed warrior facing dreadful odds,

An imperfect worker given a baffling task,

An ignorant judge of problems Ignorance made,

Its heavenward flights reach closed and keyless gates,

Its glorious outbursts peter out in mire.

On Nature’s gifts to man a curse was laid:

All walks inarmed by its own opposites,

Error is the comrade of our mortal thought

And falsehood lurks in the deep bosom of truth,

Sin poisons with its vivid flowers of joy

Or leaves a red scar burnt across the soul;

Virtue is a grey bondage and a gaol.

At every step is laid for us a snare.

Alien to reason and the spirit’s light,

Our fount of action from a darkness wells;

In ignorance and nescience are our roots.

A growing register of calamities

Is the past’s account, the future’s book of Fate:

The centuries pile man’s follies and man’s crimes

Upon the countless crowd of Nature’s ills;

As if the world’s stone load was not enough,

A crop of miseries obstinately is sown

By his own hand in the furrows of the gods,

The vast increasing tragic harvest reaped

From old misdeeds buried by oblivious Time.

He walks by his own choice into Hell’s trap;

This mortal creature is his own worst foe.

His science is an artificer of doom;

He ransacks earth for means to harm his kind;

He slays his happiness and others’ good.

Nothing has he learned from Time and its history;

Even as of old in the raw youth of Time,

When Earth ignorant ran on the highways of Fate,

Old forms of evil cling to the world’s soul:

War making nought the sweet smiling calm of life,

Battle and rapine, ruin and massacre

Are still the fierce pastimes of man’s warring tribes;

An idiot hour destroys what centuries made,

His wanton rage or frenzied hate lays low

The beauty and greatness by his genius wrought

And the mighty output of a nation’s toil.

All he has achieved he drags to the precipice.

His grandeur he turns to an epic of doom and fall;

His littleness crawls content through squalor and mud,

He calls heaven’s retribution on his head

And wallows in his self-made misery.

A part author of the cosmic tragedy,

His will conspires with death and time and fate.

His brief appearance on the enigmaed earth

Ever recurs but brings no high result

To this wanderer through the aeon-rings of God

That shut his life in their vast longevity.

His soul’s wide search and ever returning hopes

Pursue the useless orbit of their course

In a vain repetition of lost toils

Across a track of soon forgotten lives.

All is an episode in a meaningless tale.

Why is it all and wherefore are we here?

If to some being of eternal bliss

It is our spirit’s destiny to return

Or some still impersonal height of endless calm,

Since That we are and out of That we came,

Whence rose the strange and sterile interlude

Lasting in vain through interminable Time?

Who willed to form or feign a universe

In the cold and endless emptiness of Space?

Or if these beings must be and their brief lives,

What need had the soul of ignorance and tears?

Whence rose the call for sorrow and for pain?

Or all came helplessly without a cause?

What power forced the immortal spirit to birth?

The eternal witness once of eternity,

A deathless sojourner mid transient scenes,

He camps in life’s half-lit obscurity

Amid the debris of his thoughts and dreams.

Or who persuaded it to fall from bliss

And forfeit its immortal privilege?

Who laid on it the ceaseless will to live

A wanderer in this beautiful, sorrowful world,

And bear its load of joy and grief and love?

Or if no being watches the works of Time,

What hard impersonal Necessity

Compels the vain toil of brief living things?

A great Illusion then has built the stars.

But where then is the soul’s security,

Its poise in this circling of unreal suns?

Or else it is a wanderer from its home

Who strayed into a blind alley of Time and chance

And finds no issue from a meaningless world.

Or where begins and ends Illusion’s reign?

Perhaps the soul we feel is only a dream,

Eternal self a fiction sensed in trance.”

Then after a silence Narad made reply:

Tuning his lips to earthly sound he spoke,

And something now of the deep sense of fate

Weighted the fragile hints of mortal speech.

His forehead shone with vision solemnised,

Turned to a tablet of supernal thoughts

As if characters of an unwritten tongue

Had left in its breadth the inscriptions of the gods.

Bare in that light Time toiled, his unseen works

Detected; the broad-flung far-seeing schemes

Unfinished which his aeoned flight unrolls

Were mapped already in that world-wide look.

“Was then the sun a dream because there is night?

Hidden in the mortal’s heart the Eternal lives:

He lives secret in the chamber of thy soul,

A Light shines there nor pain nor grief can cross.

A darkness stands between thyself and him,

Thou canst not hear or feel the marvellous Guest,

Thou canst not see the beatific sun.

O queen, thy thought is a light of the Ignorance,

Its brilliant curtain hides from thee God’s face.

It illumes a world born from the Inconscience

But hides the Immortal’s meaning in the world.

Thy mind’s light hides from thee the Eternal’s thought,

Thy heart’s hopes hide from thee the Eternal’s will,

Earth’s joys shut from thee the Immortal’s bliss.

Thence rose the need of a dark intruding god,

The world’s dread teacher, the creator, pain.

Where Ignorance is, there suffering too must come;

Thy grief is a cry of darkness to the Light;

Pain was the first-born of the Inconscience

Which was thy body’s dumb original base;

Already slept there pain’s subconscient shape:

A shadow in a shadowy tenebrous womb,

Till life shall move, it waits to wake and be.

In one caul with joy came forth the dreadful Power.

In life’s breast it was born hiding its twin;

But pain came first, then only joy could be.

Pain ploughed the first hard ground of the world-drowse.

By pain a spirit started from the clod,

By pain Life stirred in the subliminal deep.

Interned, submerged, hidden in Matter’s trance

Awoke to itself the dreamer, sleeping Mind;

It made a visible realm out of its dreams,

It drew its shapes from the subconscient depths,

Then turned to look upon the world it had made.

By pain and joy, the bright and tenebrous twins,

The inanimate world perceived its sentient soul,

Else had the Inconscient never suffered change.

Pain is the hammer of the Gods to break

A dead resistance in the mortal’s heart,

His slow inertia as of living stone.

If the heart were not forced to want and weep,

His soul would have lain down content, at ease,

And never thought to exceed the human start

And never learned to climb towards the Sun.

This earth is full of labour, packed with pain;

Throes of an endless birth coerce her still;

The centuries end, the ages vainly pass

And yet the Godhead in her is not born.

The ancient Mother faces all with joy,

Calls for the ardent pang, the grandiose thrill;

For with pain and labour all creation comes.

This earth is full of the anguish of the gods;

Ever they travail driven by Time’s goad,

And strive to work out the eternal Will

And shape the life divine in mortal forms.

His will must be worked out in human breasts

Against the Evil that rises from the gulfs,

Against the world’s Ignorance and its obstinate strength,

Against the stumblings of man’s pervert will,

Against the deep folly of his human mind,

Against the blind reluctance of his heart.

The spirit is doomed to pain till man is free.

There is a clamour of battle, a tramp, a march:

A cry arises like a moaning sea,

A desperate laughter under the blows of death,

A doom of blood and sweat and toil and tears.

Men die that man may live and God be born.

An awful Silence watches tragic Time.

Pain is the hand of Nature sculpturing men

To greatness: an inspired labour chisels

With heavenly cruelty an unwilling mould.

Implacable in the passion of their will,

Lifting the hammers of titanic toil

The demiurges of the universe work;

They shape with giant strokes their own; their sons

Are marked with their enormous stamp of fire.

Although the shaping god’s tremendous touch

Is torture unbearable to mortal nerves,

The fiery spirit grows in strength within

And feels a joy in every titan pang.

He who would save himself lives bare and calm;

He who would save the race must share its pain:

This he shall know who obeys that grandiose urge.

The Great who came to save this suffering world

And rescue out of Time’s shadow and the Law,

Must pass beneath the yoke of grief and pain;

They are caught by the Wheel that they had hoped to break,

On their shoulders they must bear man’s load of fate.

Heaven’s riches they bring, their sufferings count the price

Or they pay the gift of knowledge with their lives.

The Son of God born as the Son of man

Has drunk the bitter cup, owned Godhead’s debt,

The debt the Eternal owes to the fallen kind

His will has bound to death and struggling life

That yearns in vain for rest and endless peace.

Now is the debt paid, wiped off the original score.

The Eternal suffers in a human form,

He has signed salvation’s testament with his blood:

He has opened the doors of his undying peace.

The Deity compensates the creature’s claim,

The Creator bears the law of pain and death;

A retribution smites the incarnate God.

His love has paved the mortal’s road to Heaven:

He has given his life and light to balance here

The dark account of mortal ignorance.

It is finished, the dread mysterious sacrifice,

Offered by God’s martyred body for the world;

Gethsemane and Calvary are his lot,

He carries the cross on which man’s soul is nailed;

His escort is the curses of the crowd;

Insult and jeer are his right’s acknowledgment;

Two thieves slain with him mock his mighty death.

He has trod with bleeding brow the Saviour’s way.

He who has found his identity with God

Pays with the body’s death his soul’s vast light.

His knowledge immortal triumphs by his death.

Hewn, quartered on the scaffold as he falls,

His crucified voice proclaims, 'I, I am God;'

'Yes, all is God,' peals back Heaven’s deathless call.

The seed of Godhead sleeps in mortal hearts,

The flower of Godhead grows on the world-tree:

All shall discover God in self and things.

But when God’s messenger comes to help the world

And lead the soul of earth to higher things,

He too must carry the yoke he came to unloose;

He too must bear the pang that he would heal:

Exempt and unafflicted by earth’s fate,

How shall he cure the ills he never felt?

He covers the world’s agony with his calm;

But though to the outward eye no sign appears

And peace is given to our torn human hearts,

The struggle is there and paid the unseen price;

The fire, the strife, the wrestle are within.

He carries the suffering world in his own breast;

Its sins weigh on his thoughts, its grief is his:

Earth’s ancient load lies heavy on his soul;

Night and its powers beleaguer his tardy steps,

The Titan adversary’s clutch he bears;

His march is a battle and a pilgrimage.

Life’s evil smites, he is stricken with the world’s pain:

A million wounds gape in his secret heart.

He journeys sleepless through an unending night;

Antagonist forces crowd across his path;

A siege, a combat is his inner life.

Even worse may be the cost, direr the pain:

His large identity and all-harbouring love

Shall bring the cosmic anguish into his depths,

The sorrow of all living things shall come

And knock at his doors and live within his house;

A dreadful cord of sympathy can tie

All suffering into his single grief and make

All agony in all the worlds his own.

He meets an ancient adversary Force,

He is lashed with the whips that tear the world’s worn heart;

The weeping of the centuries visits his eyes:

He wears the blood-glued fiery Centaur shirt,

The poison of the world has stained his throat.

In the market-place of Matter’s capital

Amidst the chafferings of the affair called life

He is tied to the stake of a perennial Fire;

He burns on an unseen original verge

That Matter may be turned to spirit stuff:

He is the victim in his own sacrifice.

The Immortal bound to earth’s mortality

Appearing and perishing on the roads of Time

Creates God’s moment by eternity’s beats.

He dies that the world may be new-born and live.

Even if he escapes the fiercest fires,

Even if the world breaks not in, a drowning sea,

Only by hard sacrifice is high heaven earned:

He must face the fight, the pang who would conquer Hell.

A dark concealed hostility is lodged

In the human depths, in the hidden heart of Time

That claims the right to change and mar God’s work.

A secret enmity ambushes the world’s march;

It leaves a mark on thought and speech and act:

It stamps stain and defect on all things done;

Till it is slain peace is forbidden on earth.

There is no visible foe, but the unseen

Is round us, forces intangible besiege,

Touches from alien realms, thoughts not our own

Overtake us and compel the erring heart;

Our lives are caught in an ambiguous net.

An adversary Force was born of old:

Invader of the life of mortal man,

It hides from him the straight immortal path.

A power came in to veil the eternal Light,

A power opposed to the eternal will

Diverts the messages of the infallible Word,

Contorts the contours of the cosmic plan:

A whisper lures to evil the human heart,

It seals up wisdom’s eyes, the soul’s regard,

It is the origin of our suffering here,

It binds earth to calamity and pain.

This all must conquer who would bring down God’s peace.

This hidden foe lodged in the human breast

Man must overcome or miss his higher fate.

This is the inner war without escape.

“Hard is the world-redeemer’s heavy task;

The world itself becomes his adversary,

Those he would save are his antagonists:

This world is in love with its own ignorance,

Its darkness turns away from the saviour light,

It gives the cross in payment for the crown.

His work is a trickle of splendour in a long night;

He sees the long march of Time, the little won;

A few are saved, the rest strive on and fail:

A Sun has passed, on earth Night’s shadow falls.

Yes, there are happy ways near to God’s sun;

But few are they who tread the sunlit path;

Only the pure in soul can walk in light.

An exit is shown, a road of hard escape

From the sorrow and the darkness and the chain;

But how shall a few escaped release the world?

The human mass lingers beneath the yoke.

Escape, however high, redeems not life,

Life that is left behind on a fallen earth.

Escape cannot uplift the abandoned race

Or bring to it victory and the reign of God.

A greater power must come, a larger light.

Although Light grows on earth and Night recedes,

Yet till the evil is slain in its own home

And Light invades the world’s inconscient base

And perished has the adversary Force,

He still must labour on, his work half done.

One yet may come armoured, invincible;

His will immobile meets the mobile hour;

The world’s blows cannot bend that victor head;

Calm and sure are his steps in the growing Night;

The goal recedes, he hurries not his pace,

He turns not to high voices in the night;

He asks no aid from the inferior gods;

His eyes are fixed on his immutable aim.

Man turns aside or chooses easier paths;

He keeps to the one high and difficult road

That sole can climb to the Eternal’s peaks;

The ineffable planes already have felt his tread;

He has made heaven and earth his instruments,

But the limits fall from him of earth and heaven;

Their law he transcends but uses as his means.

He has seized life’s hands, he has mastered his own heart.

The feints of Nature mislead not his sight,

Inflexible his look towards Truth’s far end;

Fate’s deaf resistance cannot break his will.

In the dreadful passages, the fatal paths,

Invulnerable his soul, his heart unslain,

He lives through the opposition of earth’s Powers

And Nature’s ambushes and the world’s attacks.

His spirit’s stature transcending pain and bliss,

He fronts evil and good with calm and equal eyes.

He too must grapple with the riddling Sphinx

And plunge into her long obscurity.

He has broken into the Inconscient’s depths

That veil themselves even from their own regard:

He has seen God’s slumber shape these magic worlds.

He has watched the dumb God fashioning Matter’s frame,

Dreaming the dreams of its unknowing sleep,

And watched the unconscious Force that built the stars.

He has learned the Inconscient’s workings and its law,

Its incoherent thoughts and rigid acts,

Its hazard wastes of impulse and idea,

The chaos of its mechanic frequencies,

Its random calls, its whispers falsely true,

Misleaders of the hooded listening soul.

All things come to its ear but nothing abides;

All rose from the silence, all goes back to its hush.

Its somnolence founded the universe,

Its obscure waking makes the world seem vain.

Arisen from Nothingness and towards Nothingness turned,

Its dark and potent nescience was earth’s start;

It is the waste stuff from which all was made;

Into its deeps creation can collapse.

Its opposition clogs the march of the soul,

It is the mother of our ignorance.

He must call light into its dark abysms,

Else never can Truth conquer Matter’s sleep

And all earth look into the eyes of God.

All things obscure his knowledge must relume,

All things perverse his power must unknot:

He must pass to the other shore of falsehood’s sea,

He must enter the world’s dark to bring there light.

The heart of evil must be bared to his eyes,

He must learn its cosmic dark necessity,

Its right and its dire roots in Nature’s soil.

He must know the thought that moves the demon act

And justifies the Titan’s erring pride

And the falsehood lurking in earth’s crooked dreams:

He must enter the eternity of Night

And know God’s darkness as he knows his Sun.

For this he must go down into the pit,

For this he must invade the dolorous Vasts.

Imperishable and wise and infinite,

He still must travel Hell the world to save.

Into the eternal Light he shall emerge

On borders of the meeting of all worlds;

There on the verge of Nature’s summit steps

The secret Law of each thing is fulfilled,

All contraries heal their long dissidence.

There meet and clasp the eternal opposites,

There pain becomes a violent fiery joy;

Evil turns back to its original good,

And sorrow lies upon the breasts of Bliss:

She has learned to weep glad tears of happiness;

Her gaze is charged with a wistful ecstasy.

Then shall be ended here the Law of Pain.

Earth shall be made a home of Heaven’s light,

A seer heaven-born shall lodge in human breasts;

The superconscient beam shall touch men’s eyes

And the truth-conscious world come down to earth

Invading Matter with the Spirit’s ray,

Awaking its silence to immortal thoughts,

Awaking the dumb heart to the living Word.

This mortal life shall house Eternity’s bliss,

The body’s self taste immortality.

Then shall the world-redeemer’s task be done.

“Till then must life carry its seed of death

And sorrow’s plaint be heard in the slow Night.

O mortal, bear this great world’s law of pain,

In thy hard passage through a suffering world

Lean for thy soul’s support on Heaven’s strength,

Turn towards high Truth, aspire to love and peace.

A little bliss is lent thee from above,

A touch divine upon thy human days.

Make of thy daily way a pilgrimage,

For through small joys and griefs thou mov’st towards God.

Haste not towards Godhead on a dangerous road,

Open not thy doorways to a nameless Power,

Climb not to Godhead by the Titan’s road.

Against the Law he pits his single will,

Across its way he throws his pride of might.

Heavenward he clambers on a stair of storms

Aspiring to live near the deathless sun.

He strives with a giant strength to wrest by force

From life and Nature the immortals’ right;

He takes by storm the world and fate and heaven.

He comes not to the high World-maker’s seat,

He waits not for the outstretched hand of God

To raise him out of his mortality.

All he would make his own, leave nothing free,

Stretching his small self to cope with the infinite.

Obstructing the gods’ open ways he makes

His own estate of the earth’s air and light;

A monopolist of the world-energy,

He dominates the life of common men.

His pain and others’ pain he makes his means:

On death and suffering he builds his throne.

In the hurry and clangour of his acts of might,

In a riot and excess of fame and shame,

By his magnitudes of hate and violence,

By the quaking of the world beneath his tread

He matches himself against the Eternal’s calm

And feels in himself the greatness of a god:

Power is his image of celestial self.

The Titan’s heart is a sea of fire and force;

He exults in the death of things and ruin and fall,

He feeds his strength with his own and others’ pain;

In the world’s pathos and passion he takes delight,

His pride, his might call for the struggle and pang.

He glories in the sufferings of the flesh

And covers the stigmata with the Stoic’s name.

His eyes blinded and visionless stare at the sun,

The seeker’s Sight receding from his heart

Can find no more the light of eternity;

He sees the beyond as an emptiness void of soul

And takes his night for a dark infinite.

His nature magnifies the unreal’s blank

And sees in Nought the sole reality:

He would stamp his single figure on the world,

Obsess the world’s rumours with his single name.

His moments centre the vast universe.

He sees his little self as very God.

His little 'I' has swallowed the whole world,

His ego has stretched into infinity.

His mind, a beat in original Nothingness,

Ciphers his thought on a slate of hourless Time.

He builds on a mighty vacancy of soul

A huge philosophy of Nothingness.

In him Nirvana lives and speaks and acts

Impossibly creating a universe.

An eternal zero is his formless self,

His spirit the void impersonal absolute.

Take not that stride, O growing soul of man;

Cast not thy self into that night of God.

The soul suffering is not eternity’s key,

Or ransom by sorrow heaven’s demand on life.

O mortal, bear, but ask not for the stroke,

Too soon will grief and anguish find thee out.

Too enormous is that venture for thy will;

Only in limits can man’s strength be safe;

Yet is infinity thy spirit’s goal;

Its bliss is there behind the world’s face of tears.

A power is in thee that thou knowest not;

Thou art a vessel of the imprisoned spark.

It seeks relief from Time’s envelopment,

And while thou shutst it in, the seal is pain:

Bliss is the Godhead’s crown, eternal, free,

Unburdened by life’s blind mystery of pain:

Pain is the signature of the Ignorance

Attesting the secret god denied by life:

Until life finds him pain can never end.

Calm is self’s victory overcoming fate.

Bear; thou shalt find at last thy road to bliss.

Bliss is the secret stuff of all that lives,

Even pain and grief are garbs of world-delight,

It hides behind thy sorrow and thy cry.

Because thy strength is a part and not God’s whole,

Because afflicted by the little self

Thy consciousness forgets to be divine

As it walks in the vague penumbra of the flesh

And cannot bear the world’s tremendous touch,

Thou criest out and sayst that there is pain.

Indifference, pain and joy, a triple disguise,

Attire of the rapturous Dancer in the ways,

Withhold from thee the body of God’s bliss.

Thy spirit’s strength shall make thee one with God,

Thy agony shall change to ecstasy,

Indifference deepen into infinity’s calm

And joy laugh nude on the peaks of the Absolute.

“O mortal who complainst of death and fate,

Accuse none of the harms thyself hast called;

This troubled world thou hast chosen for thy home,

Thou art thyself the author of thy pain.

Once in the immortal boundlessness of Self,

In a vast of Truth and Consciousness and Light

The soul looked out from its felicity.

It felt the Spirit’s interminable bliss,

It knew itself deathless, timeless, spaceless, one,

It saw the Eternal, lived in the Infinite.

Then, curious of a shadow thrown by Truth,

It strained towards some otherness of self,

It was drawn to an unknown Face peering through night.

It sensed a negative infinity,

A void supernal whose immense excess

Imitating God and everlasting Time

Offered a ground for Nature’s adverse birth

And Matter’s rigid hard unconsciousness

Harbouring the brilliance of a transient soul

That lights up birth and death and ignorant life.

A Mind arose that stared at Nothingness

Till figures formed of what could never be;

It housed the contrary of all that is.

A Nought appeared as Being’s huge sealed cause,

Its dumb support in a blank infinite,

In whose abysm spirit must disappear:

A darkened Nature lived and held the seed

Of Spirit hidden and feigning not to be.

Eternal Consciousness became a freak

Of an unsouled almighty Inconscient

And, breathed no more as spirit’s native air,

Bliss was an incident of a mortal hour,

A stranger in the insentient universe.

As one drawn by the grandeur of the Void

The soul attracted leaned to the Abyss:

It longed for the adventure of Ignorance

And the marvel and surprise of the Unknown

And the endless possibility that lurked

In the womb of Chaos and in Nothing’s gulf

Or looked from the unfathomed eyes of Chance.

It tired of its unchanging happiness,

It turned away from immortality:

It was drawn to hazard’s call and danger’s charm,

It yearned to the pathos of grief, the drama of pain,

Perdition’s peril, the wounded bare escape,

The music of ruin and its glamour and crash,

The savour of pity and the gamble of love

And passion and the ambiguous face of Fate.

A world of hard endeavour and difficult toil,

And battle on extinction’s perilous verge,

A clash of forces, a vast incertitude,

The joy of creation out of Nothingness,

Strange meetings on the roads of Ignorance

And the companionship of half-known souls

Or the solitary greatness and lonely force

Of a separate being conquering its world,

Called it from its too safe eternity.

A huge descent began, a giant fall:

For what the spirit sees, creates a truth

And what the soul imagines is made a world.

A Thought that leaped from the Timeless can become,

Indicator of cosmic consequence

And the itinerary of the gods,

A cyclic movement in eternal Time.

Thus came, born from a blind tremendous choice,

This great perplexed and discontented world,

This haunt of Ignorance, this home of Pain:

There are pitched desire’s tents, grief’s headquarters.

A vast disguise conceals the Eternal’s bliss.”

Then Aswapati answered to the seer:

“Is then the spirit ruled by an outward world?

O seer, is there no remedy within?

But what is Fate if not the spirit’s will

After long time fulfilled by cosmic Force?

I deemed a mighty Power had come with her;

Is not that Power the high compeer of Fate?”

But Narad answered covering truth with truth:

“O Aswapati, random seem the ways

Along whose banks your footsteps stray or run

In casual hours or moments of the gods,

Yet your least stumblings are foreseen above.

Infallibly the curves of life are drawn

Following the stream of Time through the unknown;

They are led by a clue the calm immortals keep.

This blazoned hieroglyph of prophet morns

A meaning more sublime in symbols writes

Than sealed Thought wakes to, but of this high script

How shall my voice convince the mind of earth?

Heaven’s wiser love rejects the mortal’s prayer;

Unblinded by the breath of his desire,

Unclouded by the mists of fear and hope,

It bends above the strife of love with death;

It keeps for her her privilege of pain.

A greatness in thy daughter’s soul resides

That can transform herself and all around

But must cross on stones of suffering to its goal.

Although designed like a nectar cup of heaven,

Of heavenly ether made she sought this air,

She too must share the human need of grief

And all her cause of joy transmute to pain.

The mind of mortal man is led by words,

His sight retires behind the walls of Thought

And looks out only through half-opened doors.

He cuts the boundless Truth into sky-strips

And every strip he takes for all the heavens.

He stares at infinite possibility

And gives to the plastic Vast the name of Chance;

He sees the long results of an all-wise Force

Planning a sequence of steps in endless Time

But in its links imagines a senseless chain

Or the dead hand of cold Necessity;

He answers not to the mystic Mother’s heart,

Misses the ardent heavings of her breast

And feels cold rigid limbs of lifeless Law.

The will of the Timeless working out in Time

In the free absolute steps of cosmic Truth

He thinks a dead machine or unconscious Fate.

A Magician’s formulas have made Matter’s laws

And while they last, all things by them are bound;

But the spirit’s consent is needed for each act

And Freedom walks in the same pace with Law.

All here can change if the Magician choose.

If human will could be made one with God’s,

If human thought could echo the thoughts of God,

Man might be all-knowing and omnipotent;

But now he walks in Nature’s doubtful ray.

Yet can the mind of man receive God’s light,

The force of man can be driven by God’s force,

Then is he a miracle doing miracles.

For only so can he be Nature’s king.

It is decreed and Satyavan must die;

The hour is fixed, chosen the fatal stroke.

What else shall be is written in her soul

But till the hour reveals the fateful script,

The writing waits illegible and mute.

Fate is Truth working out in Ignorance.

O King, thy fate is a transaction done

At every hour between Nature and thy soul

With God for its foreseeing arbiter.

Fate is a balance drawn in Destiny’s book.

Man can accept his fate, he can refuse.

Even if the One maintains the unseen decree

He writes thy refusal in thy credit page:

For doom is not a close, a mystic seal.

Arisen from the tragic crash of life,

Arisen from the body’s torture and death,

The spirit rises mightier by defeat;

Its godlike wings grow wider with each fall.

Its splendid failures sum to victory.

O man, the events that meet thee on thy road,

Though they smite thy body and soul with joy and grief,

Are not thy fate, – they touch thee awhile and pass;

Even death can cut not short thy spirit’s walk:

Thy goal, the road thou choosest are thy fate.

On the altar throwing thy thoughts, thy heart, thy works,

Thy fate is a long sacrifice to the gods

Till they have opened to thee thy secret self

And made thee one with the indwelling God.

O soul, intruder in Nature’s ignorance,

Armed traveller to the unseen supernal heights,

Thy spirit’s fate is a battle and ceaseless march

Against invisible opponent Powers,

A passage from Matter into timeless self.

Adventurer through blind unforeseeing Time,

A forced advance through a long line of lives,

It pushes its spearhead through the centuries.

Across the dust and mire of the earthly plain,

On many guarded lines and dangerous fronts,

In dire assaults, in wounded slow retreats,

Holding the ideal’s ringed and battered fort

Or fighting against odds in lonely posts,

Or camped in night around the bivouac’s fires

Awaiting the tardy trumpets of the dawn,

In hunger and in plenty and in pain,

Through peril and through triumph and through fall,

Through life’s green lanes and over her desert sands,

Up the bald moor, along the sunlit ridge,

In serried columns with a straggling rear

Led by its nomad vanguard’s signal fires,

Marches the army of the waylost god.

Then late the joy ineffable is felt,

Then he remembers his forgotten self;

He has refound the skies from which he fell.

At length his front’s indomitable line

Forces the last passes of the Ignorance:

Advancing beyond Nature’s last known bounds,

Reconnoitring the formidable unknown,

Beyond the landmarks of things visible,

It mounts through a miraculous upper air

Till climbing the mute summit of the world

He stands upon the splendour-peaks of God.

In vain thou mournst that Satyavan must die;

His death is a beginning of greater life,

Death is the spirit’s opportunity.

A vast intention has brought two souls close

And love and death conspire towards one great end.

For out of danger and pain heaven-bliss shall come,

Time’s unforeseen event, God’s secret plan.

This world was not built with random bricks of Chance,

A blind god is not destiny’s architect;

A conscious power has drawn the plan of life,

There is a meaning in each curve and line.

It is an architecture high and grand

By many named and nameless masons built

In which unseeing hands obey the Unseen,

And of its master-builders she is one.

“Queen, strive no more to change the secret will;

Time’s accidents are steps in its vast scheme.

Bring not thy brief and helpless human tears

Across the fathomless moments of a heart

That knows its single will and God’s as one:

It can embrace its hostile destiny;

It sits apart with grief and facing death,

Affronting adverse fate armed and alone.

In this enormous world standing apart

In the mightiness of her silent spirit’s will,

In the passion of her soul of sacrifice

Her lonely strength facing the universe,

Affronting fate, asks not man’s help nor god’s:

Sometimes one life is charged with earth’s destiny,

It cries not for succour from the time-bound powers.

Alone she is equal to her mighty task.

Intervene not in a strife too great for thee,

A struggle too deep for mortal thought to sound,

Its question to this Nature’s rigid bounds

When the soul fronts nude of garbs the infinite,

Its too vast theme of a lonely mortal will

Pacing the silence of eternity.

As a star, uncompanioned, moves in heaven

Unastonished by the immensities of Space,

Travelling infinity by its own light,

The great are strongest when they stand alone.

A God-given might of being is their force,

A ray from self’s solitude of light the guide;

The soul that can live alone with itself meets God;

Its lonely universe is their rendezvous.

A day may come when she must stand unhelped

On a dangerous brink of the world’s doom and hers,

Carrying the world’s future on her lonely breast,

Carrying the human hope in a heart left sole

To conquer or fail on a last desperate verge,

Alone with death and close to extinction’s edge.

Her single greatness in that last dire scene

Must cross alone a perilous bridge in Time

And reach an apex of world-destiny

Where all is won or all is lost for man.

In that tremendous silence lone and lost

Of a deciding hour in the world’s fate,

In her soul’s climbing beyond mortal time

When she stands sole with Death or sole with God

Apart upon a silent desperate brink,

Alone with her self and death and destiny

As on some verge between Time and Timelessness

When being must end or life rebuild its base,

Alone she must conquer or alone must fall.

No human aid can reach her in that hour,

No armoured god stand shining at her side.

Cry not to heaven, for she alone can save.

For this the silent Force came missioned down;

In her the conscious Will took human shape:

She only can save herself and save the world.

O queen, stand back from that stupendous scene,

Come not between her and her hour of Fate.

Her hour must come and none can intervene:

Think not to turn her from her heaven-sent task,

Strive not to save her from her own high will.

Thou hast no place in that tremendous strife;

Thy love and longing are not arbiters there;

Leave the world’s fate and her to God’s sole guard.

Even if he seems to leave her to her lone strength,

Even though all falters and falls and sees an end

And the heart fails and only are death and night,

God-given her strength can battle against doom

Even on a brink where Death alone seems close

And no human strength can hinder or can help.

Think not to intercede with the hidden Will,

Intrude not twixt her spirit and its force

But leave her to her mighty self and Fate.”

He spoke and ceased and left the earthly scene.

Away from the strife and suffering on our globe,

He turned towards his far-off blissful home.

A brilliant arrow pointing straight to heaven,

The luminous body of the ethereal seer

Assailed the purple glory of the noon

And disappeared like a receding star

Vanishing into the light of the Unseen.

But still a cry was heard in the infinite,

And still to the listening soul on mortal earth

A high and far imperishable voice

Chanted the anthem of eternal love.

End of Canto Two
End of Book Six

BOOK SEVEN

The Book of Yoga

Canto One

The Joy of Union; the Ordeal of the Foreknowledge of Death and the Heart’s Grief and Pain

Fate followed her foreseen immutable road.

Man’s hopes and longings build the journeying wheels

That bear the body of his destiny

And lead his blind will towards an unknown goal.

His fate within him shapes his acts and rules;

Its face and form already are born in him,

Its parentage is in his secret soul:

Here Matter seems to mould the body’s life

And the soul follows where its nature drives.

Nature and Fate compel his free-will’s choice.

But greater spirits this balance can reverse

And make the soul the artist of its fate.

This is the mystic truth our ignorance hides:

Doom is a passage for our inborn force,

Our ordeal is the hidden spirit’s choice,

Ananke is our being’s own decree.

All was fulfilled the heart of Savitri

Flower-sweet and adamant, passionate and calm,

Had chosen and on her strength’s unbending road

Forced to its issue the long cosmic curve.

Once more she sat behind loud hastening hooves;

A speed of armoured squadrons and a voice

Far-heard of chariots bore her from her home.

A couchant earth wakened in its dumb muse

Looked up at her from a vast indolence:

Hills wallowing in a bright haze, large lands

That lolled at ease beneath the summer heavens,

Region on region spacious in the sun,

Cities like chrysolites in the wide blaze

And yellow rivers pacing lion-maned

Led to the Shalwa marches’ emerald line,

A happy front to iron vastnesses

And austere peaks and titan solitudes.

Once more was near the fair and fated place,

The borders gleaming with the groves’ delight

Where first she met the face of Satyavan

And he saw like one waking into a dream

Some timeless beauty and reality,

The moon-gold sweetness of heaven’s earth-born child.

The past receded and the future neared:

Far now behind lay Madra’s spacious halls,

The white carved pillars, the cool dim alcoves,

The tinged mosaic of the crystal floors,

The towered pavilions, the wind-rippled pools

And gardens humming with the murmur of bees,

Forgotten soon or a pale memory

The fountain’s plash in the white stone-bound pool,

The thoughtful noontide’s brooding solemn trance,

The colonnade’s dream grey in the quiet eve,

The slow moonrise gliding in front of Night.

Left far behind were now the faces known,

The happy silken babble on laughter’s lips

And the close-clinging clasp of intimate hands

And adoration’s light in cherished eyes

Offered to the one sovereign of their life.

Nature’s primaeval loneliness was here:

Here only was the voice of bird and beast, –

The ascetic’s exile in the dim-souled huge

Inhuman forest far from cheerful sound

Of man’s blithe converse and his crowded days.

In a broad eve with one red eye of cloud,

Through a narrow opening, a green flowered cleft,

Out of the stare of sky and soil they came

Into a mighty home of emerald dusk.

There onward led by a faint brooding path

Which toiled through the shadow of enormous trunks

And under arches misers of sunshine,

They saw low thatched roofs of a hermitage

Huddled beneath a patch of azure hue

In a sunlit clearing that seemed the outbreak

Of a glad smile in the forest’s monstrous heart,

A rude refuge of the thought and will of man

Watched by the crowding giants of the wood.

Arrived in that rough-hewn homestead they gave,

Questioning no more the strangeness of her fate,

Their pride and loved one to the great blind king,

A regal pillar of fallen mightiness

And the stately care-worn woman once a queen

Who now hoped nothing for herself from life,

But all things only hoped for her one child,

Calling on that single head from partial Fate

All joy of earth, all heaven’s beatitude.

Adoring wisdom and beauty like a young god’s,

She saw him loved by heaven as by herself,

She rejoiced in his brightness and believed in his fate

And knew not of the evil drawing near.

Lingering some days upon the forest verge

Like men who lengthen out departure’s pain,

Unwilling to separate sorrowful clinging hands,

Unwilling to see for the last time a face,

Heavy with the sorrow of a coming day

And wondering at the carelessness of Fate

Who breaks with idle hands her supreme works,

They parted from her with pain-fraught burdened hearts

As forced by inescapable fate we part

From one whom we shall never see again;

Driven by the singularity of her fate,

Helpless against the choice of Savitri’s heart

They left her to her rapture and her doom

In the tremendous forest’s savage charge.

All put behind her that was once her life,

All welcomed that henceforth was his and hers,

She abode with Satyavan in the wild woods:

Priceless she deemed her joy so close to death;

Apart with love she lived for love alone.

As if self-poised above the march of days,

Her immobile spirit watched the haste of Time,

A statue of passion and invincible force,

An absolutism of sweet imperious will,

A tranquillity and a violence of the gods

Indomitable and immutable.

At first to her beneath the sapphire heavens

The sylvan solitude was a gorgeous dream,

An altar of the summer’s splendour and fire,

A sky-topped flower-hung palace of the gods

And all its scenes a smile on rapture’s lips

And all its voices bards of happiness.

There was a chanting in the casual wind,

There was a glory in the least sunbeam;

Night was a chrysoprase on velvet cloth,

A nestling darkness or a moonlit deep;

Day was a purple pageant and a hymn,

A wave of the laughter of light from morn to eve.

His absence was a dream of memory,

His presence was the empire of a god.

A fusing of the joys of earth and heaven,

A tremulous blaze of nuptial rapture passed,

A rushing of two spirits to be one,

A burning of two bodies in one flame.

Opened were gates of unforgettable bliss:

Two lives were locked within an earthly heaven

And fate and grief fled from that fiery hour.

But soon now failed the summer’s ardent breath

And throngs of blue-black clouds crept through the sky

And rain fled sobbing over the dripping leaves

And storm became the forest’s titan voice.

Then listening to the thunder’s fatal crash

And the fugitive pattering footsteps of the showers

And the long unsatisfied panting of the wind

And sorrow muttering in the sound-vexed night,

The grief of all the world came near to her.

Night’s darkness seemed her future’s ominous face.

The shadow of her lover’s doom arose

And fear laid hands upon her mortal heart.

The moments swift and ruthless raced; alarmed

Her thoughts, her mind remembered Narad’s date.

A trembling moved accountant of her riches,

She reckoned the insufficient days between:

A dire expectancy knocked at her breast;

Dreadful to her were the footsteps of the hours:

Grief came, a passionate stranger to her gate:

Banished when in his arms, out of her sleep

It rose at morn to look into her face.

Vainly she fled into abysms of bliss

From her pursuing foresight of the end.

The more she plunged into love that anguish grew;

Her deepest grief from sweetest gulfs arose.

Remembrance was a poignant pang, she felt

Each day a golden leaf torn cruelly out

From her too slender book of love and joy.

Thus swaying in strong gusts of happiness

And swimming in foreboding’s sombre waves

And feeding sorrow and terror with her heart, –

For now they sat among her bosom’s guests

Or in her inner chamber paced apart, –

Her eyes stared blind into the future’s night.

Out of her separate self she looked and saw,

Moving amid the unconscious faces loved,

In mind a stranger though in heart so near,

The ignorant smiling world go happily by

Upon its way towards an unknown doom

And wondered at the careless lives of men.

As if in different worlds they walked, though close,

They confident of the returning sun,

They wrapped in little hourly hopes and tasks, –

She in her dreadful knowledge was alone.

The rich and happy secrecy that once

Enshrined her as if in a silver bower

Apart in a bright nest of thoughts and dreams

Made room for tragic hours of solitude

And lonely grief that none could share or know,

A body seeing the end too soon of joy

And the fragile happiness of its mortal love.

Her quiet visage still and sweet and calm,

Her graceful daily acts were now a mask;

In vain she looked upon her depths to find

A ground of stillness and the spirit’s peace.

Still veiled from her was the silent Being within

Who sees life’s drama pass with unmoved eyes,

Supports the sorrow of the mind and heart

And bears in human breasts the world and fate.

A glimpse or flashes came, the Presence was hid.

Only her violent heart and passionate will

Were pushed in front to meet the immutable doom;

Defenceless, nude, bound to her human lot

They had no means to act, no way to save.

These she controlled, nothing was shown outside:

She was still to them the child they knew and loved;

The sorrowing woman they saw not within.

No change was in her beautiful motions seen:

A worshipped empress all once vied to serve,

She made herself the diligent serf of all,

Nor spared the labour of broom and jar and well,

Or close gentle tending or to heap the fire

Of altar and kitchen, no slight task allowed

To others that her woman’s strength might do.

In all her acts a strange divinity shone:

Into a simplest movement she could bring

A oneness with earth’s glowing robe of light,

A lifting up of common acts by love.

All-love was hers and its one heavenly cord

Bound all to all with her as golden tie.

But when her grief to the surface pressed too close,

These things, once gracious adjuncts of her joy,

Seemed meaningless to her, a gleaming shell,

Or were a round mechanical and void,

Her body’s actions shared not by her will.

Always behind this strange divided life

Her spirit like a sea of living fire

Possessed her lover and to his body clung,

One locked embrace to guard its threatened mate.

At night she woke through the slow silent hours

Brooding on the treasure of his bosom and face,

Hung o’er the sleep-bound beauty of his brow

Or laid her burning cheek upon his feet.

Waking at morn her lips endlessly clung to his,

Unwilling ever to separate again

Or lose that honeyed drain of lingering joy,

Unwilling to loose his body from her breast,

The warm inadequate signs that love must use.

Intolerant of the poverty of Time

Her passion catching at the fugitive hours

Willed the expense of centuries in one day

Of prodigal love and the surf of ecstasy;

Or else she strove even in mortal time

To build a little room for timelessness

By the deep union of two human lives,

Her soul secluded shut into his soul.

After all was given she demanded still;

Even by his strong embrace unsatisfied,

She longed to cry, “O tender Satyavan,

O lover of my soul, give more, give more

Of love while yet thou canst, to her thou lov’st.

Imprint thyself for every nerve to keep

That thrills to thee the message of my heart.

For soon we part and who shall know how long

Before the great wheel in its monstrous round

Restore us to each other and our love?”

Too well she loved to speak a fateful word

And lay her burden on his happy head;

She pressed the outsurging grief back into her breast

To dwell within silent, unhelped, alone.

But Satyavan sometimes half understood,

Or felt at least with the uncertain answer

Of our thought-blinded hearts the unuttered need,

The unplumbed abyss of her deep passionate want.

All of his speeding days that he could spare

From labour in the forest hewing wood

And hunting food in the wild sylvan glades

And service to his father’s sightless life

He gave to her and helped to increase the hours

By the nearness of his presence and his clasp,

And lavish softness of heart-seeking words

And the close beating felt of heart on heart.

All was too little for her bottomless need.

If in his presence she forgot awhile,

Grief filled his absence with its aching touch;

She saw the desert of her coming days

Imaged in every solitary hour.

Although with a vain imaginary bliss

Of fiery union through death’s door of escape

She dreamed of her body robed in funeral flame,

She knew she must not clutch that happiness

To die with him and follow, seizing his robe

Across our other countries, travellers glad

Into the sweet or terrible Beyond.

For those sad parents still would need her here

To help the empty remnant of their day.

Often it seemed to her the ages’ pain

Had pressed their quintessence into her single woe,

Concentrating in her a tortured world.

Thus in the silent chamber of her soul

Cloistering her love to live with secret grief

She dwelt like a dumb priest with hidden gods

Unappeased by the wordless offering of her days,

Lifting to them her sorrow like frankincense,

Her life the altar, herself the sacrifice.

Yet ever they grew into each other more

Until it seemed no power could rend apart,

Since even the body’s walls could not divide.

For when he wandered in the forest, oft

Her conscious spirit walked with him and knew

His actions as if in herself he moved;

He, less aware, thrilled with her from afar.

Always the stature of her passion grew;

Grief, fear became the food of mighty love.

Increased by its torment it filled the whole world;

It was all her life, became her whole earth and heaven.

Although life-born, an infant of the hours,

Immortal it walked unslayable as the gods:

Her spirit stretched measureless in strength divine,

An anvil for the blows of Fate and Time:

Or tired of sorrow’s passionate luxury,

Grief’s self became calm, dull-eyed, resolute,

Awaiting some issue of its fiery struggle,

Some deed in which it might for ever cease,

Victorious over itself and death and tears.

The year now paused upon the brink of change.

No more the storms sailed with stupendous wings

And thunder strode in wrath across the world,

But still was heard a muttering in the sky

And rain dripped wearily through the mournful air

And grey slow-drifting clouds shut in the earth.

So her grief’s heavy sky shut in her heart.

A still self hid behind but gave no light:

No voice came down from the forgotten heights;

Only in the privacy of its brooding pain

Her human heart spoke to the body’s fate.

End of Canto One

Canto Two

The Parable of the Search for the Soul

As in the vigilance of the sleepless night

Through the slow heavy-footed silent hours,

Repressing in her bosom its load of grief,

She sat staring at the dumb tread of Time

And the approach of ever-nearing Fate,

A summons from her being’s summit came,

A sound, a call that broke the seals of Night.

Above her brows where will and knowledge meet

A mighty Voice invaded mortal space.

It seemed to come from inaccessible heights

And yet was intimate with all the world

And knew the meaning of the steps of Time

And saw eternal destiny’s changeless scene

Filling the far prospect of the cosmic gaze.

As the Voice touched, her body became a stark

And rigid golden statue of motionless trance,

A stone of God lit by an amethyst soul.

Around her body’s stillness all grew still:

Her heart listened to its slow measured beats,

Her mind renouncing thought heard and was mute:

“Why camest thou to this dumb deathbound earth,

This ignorant life beneath indifferent skies

Tied like a sacrifice on the altar of Time,

O spirit, O immortal energy,

If ‘twas to nurse grief in a helpless heart

Or with hard tearless eyes await thy doom?

Arise, O soul, and vanquish Time and Death.”

But Savitri’s heart replied in the dim night:

“My strength is taken from me and given to Death.

Why should I lift my hands to the shut heavens

Or struggle with mute inevitable Fate

Or hope in vain to uplift an ignorant race

Who hug their lot and mock the saviour Light

And see in Mind wisdom’s sole tabernacle,

In its harsh peak and its inconscient base

A rock of safety and an anchor of sleep?

Is there a God whom any cry can move?

He sits in peace and leaves the mortal’s strength

Impotent against his calm omnipotent Law

And Inconscience and the almighty hands of Death.

What need have I, what need has Satyavan

To avoid the black-meshed net, the dismal door,

Or call a mightier Light into life’s closed room,

A greater Law into man’s little world?

Why should I strive with earth’s unyielding laws

Or stave off death’s inevitable hour?

This surely is best to practise with my fate

And follow close behind my lover’s steps

And pass through night from twilight to the sun

Across the tenebrous river that divides

The adjoining parishes of earth and heaven.

Then could we lie inarmed breast upon breast,

Untroubled by thought, untroubled by our hearts,

Forgetting man and life and time and its hours,

Forgetting eternity’s call, forgetting God.”

The Voice replied: “Is this enough, O spirit?

And what shall thy soul say when it wakes and knows

The work was left undone for which it came?

Or is this all for thy being born on earth

Charged with a mandate from eternity,

A listener to the voices of the years,

A follower of the footprints of the gods,

To pass and leave unchanged the old dusty laws?

Shall there be no new tables, no new Word,

No greater light come down upon the earth

Delivering her from her unconsciousness,

Man’s spirit from unalterable Fate?

Cam’st thou not down to open the doors of Fate,

The iron doors that seemed for ever closed,

And lead man to Truth’s wide and golden road

That runs through finite things to eternity?

Is this then the report that I must make,

My head bowed with shame before the Eternal’s seat, –

His power he kindled in thy body has failed,

His labourer returns, her task undone?”

Then Savitri’s heart fell mute, it spoke no word.

But holding back her troubled rebel heart,

Abrupt, erect and strong, calm like a hill,

Surmounting the seas of mortal ignorance,

Its peak immutable above mind’s air,

A Power within her answered the still Voice:

“I am thy portion here charged with thy work,

As thou myself seated for ever above,

Speak to my depths, O great and deathless Voice,

Command, for I am here to do thy will.”

The Voice replied: “Remember why thou cam’st:

Find out thy soul, recover thy hid self,

In silence seek God’s meaning in thy depths,

Then mortal nature change to the divine.

Open God’s door, enter into his trance.

Cast Thought from thee, that nimble ape of Light:

In his tremendous hush stilling thy brain

His vast Truth wake within and know and see.

Cast from thee sense that veils thy spirit’s sight:

In the enormous emptiness of thy mind

Thou shalt see the Eternal’s body in the world,

Know him in every voice heard by thy soul,

In the world’s contacts meet his single touch;

All things shall fold thee into his embrace.

Conquer thy heart’s throbs, let thy heart beat in God:

Thy nature shall be the engine of his works,

Thy voice shall house the mightiness of his Word:

Then shalt thou harbour my force and conquer Death.”

Then Savitri by her doomed husband sat,

Still rigid in her golden motionless pose,

A statue of the fire of the inner sun.

In the black night the wrath of storm swept by,

The thunder crashed above her, the rain hissed,

Its million footsteps pattered on the roof.

Impassive mid the movement and the cry,

Witness of the thoughts of mind, the moods of life,

She looked into herself and sought for her soul.

A dream disclosed to her the cosmic past,

The crypt-seed and the mystic origins,

The shadowy beginnings of world-fate:

A lamp of symbol lighting hidden truth

Imaged to her the world’s significance.

In the indeterminate formlessness of Self

Creation took its first mysterious steps,

It made the body’s shape a house of soul

And Matter learned to think and person grew;

She saw Space peopled with the seeds of life

And saw the human creature born in Time.

At first appeared a dim half-neutral tide

Of being emerging out of infinite Nought:

A consciousness looked at the inconscient Vast

And pleasure and pain stirred in the insensible Void.

All was the deed of a blind World-Energy:

Unconscious of her own exploits she worked,

Shaping a universe out of the Inane.

In fragmentary beings she grew aware:

A chaos of little sensibilities

Gathered round a small ego’s pin-point head;

In it a sentient creature found its poise,

It moved and lived a breathing, thinking whole.

On a dim ocean of subconscient life

A formless surface consciousness awoke:

A stream of thoughts and feelings came and went,

A foam of memories hardened and became

A bright crust of habitual sense and thought,

A seat of living personality

And recurrent habits mimicked permanence.

Mind nascent laboured out a mutable form,

It built a mobile house on shifting sands,

A floating isle upon a bottomless sea.

A conscious being was by this labour made;

It looked around it on its difficult field

In the green wonderful and perilous earth;

It hoped in a brief body to survive,

Relying on Matter’s false eternity.

It felt a godhead in its fragile house;

It saw blue heavens, dreamed immortality.

A conscious soul in the Inconscient’s world,

Hidden behind our thoughts and hopes and dreams,

An indifferent Master signing Nature’s acts

Leaves the vicegerent mind a seeming king.

In his floating house upon the sea of Time

The regent sits at work and never rests:

He is a puppet of the dance of Time;

He is driven by the hours, the moment’s call

Compels him with the thronging of life’s need

And the babel of the voices of the world.

This mind no silence knows nor dreamless sleep,

In the incessant circling of its steps

Thoughts tread for ever through the listening brain;

It toils like a machine and cannot stop.

Into the body’s many-storeyed rooms

Endless crowd down the dream-god’s messages.

All is a hundred-toned murmur and babble and stir,

There is a tireless running to and fro,

A haste of movement and a ceaseless cry.

The hurried servant senses answer apace

To every knock upon the outer doors,

Bring in time’s visitors, report each call,

Admit the thousand queries and the calls

And the messages of communicating minds

And the heavy business of unnumbered lives

And all the thousandfold commerce of the world.

Even in the tracts of sleep is scant repose;

He mocks life’s steps in strange subconscient dreams,

He strays in a subtle realm of symbol scenes,

His night with thin-air visions and dim forms

He packs or peoples with slight drifting shapes

And only a moment spends in silent Self.

Adventuring into infinite mind-space

He unfolds his wings of thought in inner air,

Or travelling in imagination’s car

Crosses the globe, journeys beneath the stars,

To subtle worlds takes his ethereal course,

Visits the Gods on Life’s miraculous peaks,

Communicates with Heaven, tampers with Hell.

This is the little surface of man’s life.

He is this and he is all the universe;

He scales the Unseen, his depths dare the Abyss;

A whole mysterious world is locked within.

Unknown to himself he lives a hidden king

Behind rich tapestries in great secret rooms;

An epicure of the spirit’s unseen joys,

He lives on the sweet honey of solitude:

A nameless god in an unapproachable fane,

In the secret adytum of his inmost soul

He guards the being’s covered mysteries

Beneath the threshold, behind shadowy gates

Or shut in vast cellars of inconscient sleep.

The immaculate Divine All-Wonderful

Casts into the argent purity of his soul

His splendour and his greatness and the light

Of self-creation in Time’s infinity

As into a sublimely mirroring glass.

Man in the world’s life works out the dreams of God.

But all is there, even God’s opposites;

He is a little front of Nature’s works,

A thinking outline of a cryptic Force.

All she reveals in him that is in her,

Her glories walk in him and her darknesses.

Man’s house of life holds not the gods alone:

There are occult Shadows, there are tenebrous Powers,

Inhabitants of life’s ominous nether rooms,

A shadowy world’s stupendous denizens.

A careless guardian of his nature’s powers,

Man harbours dangerous forces in his house.

The Titan and the Fury and the Djinn

Lie bound in the subconscient’s cavern pit

And the Beast grovels in his antre den:

Dire mutterings rise and murmur in their drowse.

Insurgent sometimes raises its huge head

A monstrous mystery lurking in life’s deeps,

The mystery of dark and fallen worlds,

The dread visages of the adversary Kings.

The dreadful powers held down within his depths

Become his masters or his ministers;

Enormous they invade his bodily house,

Can act in his acts, infest his thought and life.

Inferno surges into the human air

And touches all with a perverting breath.

Grey forces like a thin miasma creep,

Stealing through chinks in his closed mansion’s doors,

Discolouring the walls of upper mind

In which he lives his fair and specious life,

And leave behind a stench of sin and death:

Not only rise in him perverse drifts of thought

And formidable formless influences,

But there come presences and awful shapes:

Tremendous forms and faces mount dim steps

And stare at times into his living-rooms,

Or called up for a moment’s passionate work

Lay a dire custom’s claim upon his heart:

Aroused from sleep, they can be bound no more.

Afflicting the daylight and alarming night,

Invading at will his outer tenement,

The stark gloom’s grisly dire inhabitants

Mounting into God’s light all light perturb.

All they have touched or seen they make their own,

In Nature’s basement lodge, mind’s passages fill,

Disrupt thought’s links and musing sequences,

Break through the soul’s stillness with a noise and cry

Or they call the inhabitants of the abyss,

Invite the instincts to forbidden joys,

A laughter wake of dread demoniac mirth

And with nether riot and revel shake life’s floor.

Impotent to quell his terrible prisoners,

Appalled the householder helpless sits above,

Taken from him his house is his no more.

He is bound and forced, a victim of the play,

Or, allured, joys in the mad and mighty din.

His nature’s dangerous forces have arisen

And hold at will a rebel’s holiday.

Aroused from the darkness where they crouched in the depths,

Prisoned from the sight, they can be held no more;

His nature’s impulses are now his lords.

Once quelled or wearing specious names and vests

Infernal elements, demon powers are there.

Man’s lower nature hides these awful guests.

Their vast contagion grips sometimes man’s world.

An awful insurgence overpowers man’s soul.

In house and house the huge uprising grows:

Hell’s companies are loosed to do their work,

Into the earth-ways they break out from all doors,

Invade with blood-lust and the will to slay

And fill with horror and carnage God’s fair world.

Death and his hunters stalk a victim earth;

The terrible Angel smites at every door:

An awful laughter mocks at the world’s pain

And massacre and torture grin at Heaven:

All is the prey of the destroying force;

Creation rocks and tremble top and base.

This evil Nature housed in human hearts,

A foreign inhabitant, a dangerous guest:

The soul that harbours it it can dislodge,

Expel the householder, possess the house.

An opposite potency contradicting God,

A momentary Evil’s almightiness

Has straddled the straight path of Nature’s acts.

It imitates the Godhead it denies,

Puts on his figure and assumes his face.

A Manichean creator and destroyer,

This can abolish man, annul his world.

But there is a guardian power, there are Hands that save,

Calm eyes divine regard the human scene.

All the world’s possibilities in man

Are waiting as the tree waits in its seed:

His past lives in him; it drives his future’s pace;

His present’s acts fashion his coming fate.

The unborn gods hide in his house of Life.

The daemons of the unknown overshadow his mind

Casting their dreams into live moulds of thought,

The moulds in which his mind builds out its world.

His mind creates around him its universe.

All that has been renews in him its birth;

All that can be is figured in his soul.

Issuing in deeds it scores on the roads of the world,

Obscure to the interpreting reason’s guess,

Lines of the secret purpose of the gods.

In strange directions runs the intricate plan;

Held back from human foresight is their end

And the far intention of some ordering Will

Or the order of life’s arbitrary Chance

Finds out its settled poise and fated hour.

Our surface watched in vain by reason’s gaze,

Invaded by the impromptus of the unseen,

Helpless records the accidents of Time,

The involuntary turns and leaps of life.

Only a little of us foresees its steps,

Only a little has will and purposed pace.

A vast subliminal is man’s measureless part.

The dim subconscient is his cavern base.

Abolished vainly in the walks of Time

Our past lives still in our unconscious selves

And by the weight of its hidden influences

Is shaped our future’s self-discovery.

Thus all is an inevitable chain

And yet a series seems of accidents.

The unremembering hours repeat the old acts,

Our dead past round our future’s ankles clings

And drags back the new nature’s glorious stride,

Or from its buried corpse old ghosts arise,

Old thoughts, old longings, dead passions live again,

Recur in sleep or move the waking man

To words that force the barrier of the lips,

To deeds that suddenly start and o’erleap

His head of reason and his guardian will.

An old self lurks in the new self we are;

Hardly we escape from what we once had been:

In the dim gleam of habit’s passages,

In the subconscient’s darkling corridors

All things are carried by the porter nerves

And nothing checked by subterranean mind,

Unstudied by the guardians of the doors

And passed by a blind instinctive memory,

The old gang dismissed, old cancelled passports serve.

Nothing is wholly dead that once had lived;

In dim tunnels of the world’s being and in ours

The old rejected nature still survives;

The corpses of its slain thoughts raise their heads

And visit mind’s nocturnal walks in sleep,

Its stifled impulses breathe and move and rise;

All keeps a phantom immortality.

Irresistible are Nature’s sequences:

The seeds of sins renounced sprout from hid soil;

The evil cast from our hearts once more we face;

Our dead selves come to slay our living soul.

A portion of us lives in present Time,

A secret mass in dim inconscience gropes;

Out of the inconscient and subliminal

Arisen, we live in mind’s uncertain light

And strive to know and master a dubious world

Whose purpose and meaning are hidden from our sight.

Above us dwells a superconscient God

Hidden in the mystery of his own light:

Around us is a vast of ignorance

Lit by the uncertain ray of human mind,

Below us sleeps the Inconscient dark and mute.

But this is only Matter’s first self-view,

A scale and series in the Ignorance.

This is not all we are or all our world.

Our greater self of knowledge waits for us,

A supreme light in the truth-conscious Vast:

It sees from summits beyond thinking mind,

It moves in a splendid air transcending life.

It shall descend and make earth’s life divine.

Truth made the world, not a blind Nature-Force.

For here are not our large diviner heights;

Our summits in the superconscient’s blaze

Are glorious with the very face of God:

There is our aspect of eternity,

There is the figure of the god we are,

His young unaging look on deathless things,

His joy in our escape from death and Time,

His immortality and light and bliss.

Our larger being sits behind cryptic walls:

There are greatnesses hidden in our unseen parts

That wait their hour to step into life’s front:

We feel an aid from deep indwelling Gods;

One speaks within, Light comes to us from above.

Our soul from its mysterious chamber acts;

Its influence pressing on our heart and mind

Pushes them to exceed their mortal selves.

It seeks for Good and Beauty and for God;

We see beyond self’s walls our limitless self,

We gaze through our world’s glass at half-seen vasts,

We hunt for the Truth behind apparent things.

Our inner Mind dwells in a larger light,

Its brightness looks at us through hidden doors;

Our members luminous grow and Wisdom’s face

Appears in the doorway of the mystic ward:

When she enters into our house of outward sense,

Then we look up and see, above, her sun.

A mighty life-self with its inner powers

Supports the dwarfish modicum we call life;

It can graft upon our crawl two puissant wings.

Our body’s subtle self is throned within

In its viewless palace of veridical dreams

That are bright shadows of the thoughts of God.

In the prone obscure beginnings of the race

The human grew in the bowed apelike man.

He stood erect, a godlike form and force,

And a soul’s thoughts looked out from earth-born eyes;

Man stood erect, he wore the thinker’s brow:

He looked at heaven and saw his comrade stars;

A vision came of beauty and greater birth

Slowly emerging from the heart’s chapel of light

And moved in a white lucent air of dreams.

He saw his being’s unrealised vastnesses,

He aspired and housed the nascent demigod.

Out of the dim recesses of the self

The occult seeker into the open came:

He heard the far and touched the intangible,

He gazed into the future and the unseen;

He used the powers earth-instruments cannot use,

A pastime made of the impossible;

He caught up fragments of the Omniscient’s thought,

He scattered formulas of omnipotence.

Thus man in his little house made of earth’s dust

Grew towards an unseen heaven of thought and dream

Looking into the vast vistas of his mind

On a small globe dotting infinity.

At last climbing a long and narrow stair

He stood alone on the high roof of things

And saw the light of a spiritual sun.

Aspiring he transcends his earthly self;

He stands in the largeness of his soul new-born,

Redeemed from encirclement by mortal things

And moves in a pure free spiritual realm

As in the rare breath of a stratosphere;

A last end of far lines of divinity,

He mounts by a frail thread to his high source;

He reaches his fount of immortality,

He calls the Godhead into his mortal life.

All this the spirit concealed had done in her:

A portion of the mighty Mother came

Into her as into its own human part:

Amid the cosmic workings of the Gods

It marked her the centre of a wide-drawn scheme,

Dreamed in the passion of her far-seeing spirit

To mould humanity into God’s own shape

And lead this great blind struggling world to light

Or a new world discover or create.

Earth must transform herself and equal Heaven

Or Heaven descend into earth’s mortal state.

But for such vast spiritual change to be,

Out of the mystic cavern in man’s heart

The heavenly Psyche must put off her veil

And step into common nature’s crowded rooms

And stand uncovered in that nature’s front

And rule its thoughts and fill the body and life.

Obedient to a high command she sat:

Time, life and death were passing incidents

Obstructing with their transient view her sight,

Her sight that must break through and liberate the god

Imprisoned in the visionless mortal man.

The inferior nature born into ignorance

Still took too large a place, it veiled her self

And must be pushed aside to find her soul.

End of Canto Two

Canto Three

The Entry into the Inner Countries

At first out of the busy hum of mind

As if from a loud thronged market into a cave

By an inward moment’s magic she had come.

A stark hushed emptiness became her self:

Her mind unvisited by the voice of thought

Stared at a void deep’s dumb infinity.

Her heights receded, her depths behind her closed;

All fled away from her and left her blank.

But when she came back to her self of thought,

Once more she was a human thing on earth,

A lump of Matter, a house of closed sight,

A mind compelled to think out ignorance,

A life-force pressed into a camp of works

And the material world her limiting field.

Amazed like one unknowing she sought her way

Out of the tangle of man’s ignorant past

That took the surface person for the soul.

Then a Voice spoke that dwelt on secret heights:

“For man thou seekst, not for thyself alone.

Only if God assumes the human mind

And puts on mortal ignorance for his cloak

And makes himself the Dwarf with triple stride,

Can he help man to grow into the God.

As man disguised the cosmic Greatness works

And finds the mystic inaccessible gate

And opens the Immortal’s golden door.

Man, human, follows in God’s human steps.

Accepting his darkness thou must bring to him light,

Accepting his sorrow thou must bring to him bliss.

In Matter’s body find thy heaven-born soul.”

Then Savitri surged out of her body’s wall

And stood a little span outside herself

And looked into her subtle being’s depths

And in its heart as in a lotus-bud

Divined her secret and mysterious soul.

At the dim portal of the inner life

That bars out from our depths the body’s mind

And all that lives but by the body’s breath,

She knocked and pressed against the ebony gate.

The living portal groaned with sullen hinge:

Heavily reluctant it complained inert

Against the tyranny of the spirit’s touch.

A formidable voice cried from within:

“Back, creature of earth, lest tortured and torn thou die.”

A dreadful murmur rose like a dim sea;

The Serpent of the threshold hissing rose,

A fatal guardian hood with monstrous coils,

The hounds of darkness growled with jaws agape,

And trolls and gnomes and goblins scowled and stared

And wild beast roarings thrilled the blood with fear

And menace muttered in a dangerous tongue.

Unshaken her will pressed on the rigid bars:

The gate swung wide with a protesting jar,

The opponent Powers withdrew their dreadful guard;

Her being entered into the inner worlds.

In a narrow passage, the subconscient’s gate,

She breathed with difficulty and pain and strove

To find the inner self concealed in sense.

Into a dense of subtle Matter packed,

A cavity filled with a blind mass of power,

An opposition of misleading gleams,

A heavy barrier of unseeing sight,

She forced her way through body to the soul.

Across a perilous border line she passed

Where Life dips into the subconscient dusk

Or struggles from Matter into chaos of mind,

Aswarm with elemental entities

And fluttering shapes of vague half-bodied thought

And crude beginnings of incontinent force.

At first a difficult narrowness was there,

A press of uncertain powers and drifting wills;

For all was there but nothing in its place.

At times an opening came, a door was forced;

She crossed through spaces of a secret self

And trod in passages of inner Time.

At last she broke into a form of things,

A start of finiteness, a world of sense:

But all was still confused, nothing self-found.

Soul was not there but only cries of life.

A thronged and clamorous air environed her.

A horde of sounds defied significance,

A dissonant clash of cries and contrary calls;

A mob of visions broke across the sight,

A jostled sequence lacking sense and suite,

Feelings pushed through a packed and burdened heart,

Each forced its separate inconsequent way

But cared for nothing but its ego’s drive.

A rally without key of common will,

Thought stared at thought and pulled at the taut brain

As if to pluck the reason from its seat

And cast its corpse into life’s wayside drain;

So might forgotten lie in Nature’s mud

Abandoned the slain sentinel of the soul.

So could life’s power shake from it mind’s rule,

Nature renounce the spirit’s government

And the bare elemental energies

Make of the sense a glory of boundless joy,

A splendour of ecstatic anarchy,

A revel mighty and mad of utter bliss.

This was the sense’s instinct void of soul

Or when the soul sleeps hidden void of power,

But now the vital godhead wakes within

And lifts the life with the Supernal’s touch.

But how shall come the glory and the flame

If mind is cast away into the abyss?

For body without mind has not the light,

The rapture of spirit sense, the joy of life;

All then becomes subconscient, tenebrous,

Inconscience puts its seal on Nature’s page

Or else a mad disorder whirls the brain

Posting along a ravaged nature’s roads,

A chaos of disordered impulses

In which no light can come, no joy, no peace.

This state now threatened, this she pushed from her.

As if in a long endless tossing street

One driven mid a trampling hurrying crowd

Hour after hour she trod without release

Holding by her will the senseless meute at bay;

Out of the dreadful press she dragged her will

And fixed her thought upon the saviour Name;

Then all grew still and empty; she was free.

A large deliverance came, a vast calm space.

Awhile she moved through a blank tranquillity

Of naked Light from an invisible sun,

A void that was a bodiless happiness,

A blissful vacuum of nameless peace.

But now a mightier danger’s front drew near:

The press of bodily mind, the Inconscient’s brood

Of aimless thought and will had fallen from her.

Approaching loomed a giant head of Life

Ungoverned by mind or soul, subconscient, vast.

It tossed all power into a single drive,

It made its power a might of dangerous seas.

Into the stillness of her silent self,

Into the whiteness of its muse of Space

A spate, a torrent of the speed of Life

Broke like a wind-lashed driven mob of waves

Racing on a pale floor of summer sand;

It drowned its banks, a mountain of climbing waves.

Enormous was its vast and passionate voice.

It cried to her listening spirit as it ran,

Demanding God’s submission to chainless Force.

A deaf force calling to a status dumb,

A thousand voices in a muted Vast,

It claimed the heart’s support for its clutch at joy,

For its need to act the witness Soul’s consent,

For its lust of power her neutral being’s seal.

Into the wideness of her watching self

It brought a grandiose gust of the Breath of Life;

Its torrent carried the world’s hopes and fears,

All life’s, all Nature’s dissatisfied hungry cry,

And the longing all eternity cannot fill.

It called to the mountain secrecies of the soul

And the miracle of the never-dying fire,

It spoke to some first inexpressible ecstasy

Hidden in the creative beat of Life;

Out of the nether unseen deeps it tore

Its lure and magic of disordered bliss,

Into earth-light poured its maze of tangled charm

And heady draught of Nature’s primitive joy

And the fire and mystery of forbidden delight

Drunk from the world-libido’s bottomless well,

And the honey-sweet poison-wine of lust and death,

But dreamed a vintage of glory of life’s gods,

And felt as celestial rapture’s golden sting.

The cycles of the infinity of desire

And the mystique that made an unrealised world

Wider than the known and closer than the unknown

In which hunt for ever the hounds of mind and life,

Tempted a deep dissatisfied urge within

To long for the unfulfilled and ever far

And make this life upon a limiting earth

A climb towards summits vanishing in the void,

A search for the glory of the impossible.

It dreamed of that which never has been known,

It grasped at that which never has been won,

It chased into an Elysian memory

The charms that flee from the heart’s soon lost delight;

It dared the force that slays, the joys that hurt,

The imaged shape of unaccomplished things

And the summons to a Circean transmuting dance

And passion’s tenancy of the courts of love

And the wild Beast’s ramp and romp with Beauty and Life.

It brought its cry and surge of opposite powers,

Its moments of the touch of luminous planes,

Its flame-ascensions and sky-pitched vast attempts,

Its fiery towers of dream built on the winds,

Its sinkings towards the darkness and the abyss,

Its honey of tenderness, its sharp wine of hate,

Its changes of sun and cloud, of laughter and tears,

Its bottomless danger-pits and swallowing gulfs,

Its fear and joy and ecstasy and despair,

Its occult wizardries, its simple lines

And great communions and uplifting moves,

Its faith in heaven, its intercourse with hell.

These powers were not blunt with the dead weight of earth,

They gave ambrosia’s taste and poison’s sting.

There was an ardour in the gaze of Life

That saw heaven blue in the grey air of Night:

The impulses godward soared on passion’s wings.

Mind’s quick-paced thoughts floated from their high necks,

A glowing splendour as of an irised mane,

A parure of pure intuition’s light;

Its flame-foot gallop they could imitate:

Mind’s voices mimicked inspiration’s stress,

Its ictus of infallibility,

Its speed and lightning heaven-leap of the Gods.

A trenchant blade that shore the nets of doubt,

Its sword of discernment seemed almost divine.

Yet all that knowledge was a borrowed sun’s;

The forms that came were not heaven’s native births:

An inner voice could speak the unreal’s Word;

Its puissance dangerous and absolute

Could mingle poison with the wine of God.

On these high shining backs falsehood could ride;

Truth lay with delight in error’s passionate arms

Gliding downstream in a blithe gilded barge:

She edged her ray with a magnificent lie.

Here in Life’s nether realms all contraries meet;

Truth stares and does her works with bandaged eyes

And Ignorance is Wisdom’s patron here:

Those galloping hooves in their enthusiast speed

Could bear to a dangerous intermediate zone

Where Death walks wearing a robe of deathless Life.

Or they enter the valley of the wandering Gleam

Whence, captives or victims of the specious Ray,

Souls trapped in that region never can escape.

Agents, not masters, they serve Life’s desires

Toiling for ever in the snare of Time.

Their bodies born out of some Nihil’s womb

Ensnare the spirit in the moment’s dreams,

Then perish vomiting the immortal soul

Out of Matter’s belly into the sink of Nought.

Yet some uncaught, unslain, can warily pass

Carrying Truth’s image in the sheltered heart,

Pluck Knowledge out of error’s screening grip,

Break paths through the blind walls of little self,

Then travel on to reach a greater life.

All this streamed past her and seemed to her vision’s sight

As if around a high and voiceless isle

A clamour of waters from far unknown hills

Swallowed its narrow banks in crowding waves

And made a hungry world of white wild foam:

Hastening, a dragon with a million feet,

Its foam and cry a drunken giant’s din,

Tossing a mane of Darkness into God’s sky,

It ebbed receding into a distant roar.

Then smiled again a large and tranquil air:

Blue heaven, green earth, partners of Beauty’s reign,

Lived as of old, companions in happiness;

And in the world’s heart laughed the joy of life.

All now was still, the soil shone dry and pure.

Through it all she moved not, plunged not in the vain waves.

Out of the vastness of the silent self

Life’s clamour fled; her spirit was mute and free.

Then journeying forward through the self’s wide hush

She came into a brilliant ordered Space.

There Life dwelt parked in an armed tranquillity;

A chain was on her strong insurgent heart.

Tamed to the modesty of a measured pace,

She kept no more her vehement stride and rush;

She had lost the careless majesty of her muse

And the ample grandeur of her regal force;

Curbed were her mighty pomps, her splendid waste,

Sobered the revels of her bacchant play,

Cut down were her squanderings in desire’s bazaar,

Coerced her despot will, her fancy’s dance,

A cold stolidity bound the riot of sense.

A royalty without freedom was her lot;

The sovereign throned obeyed her ministers:

Her servants mind and sense governed her house:

Her spirit’s bounds they cast in rigid lines

And guarding with a phalanx of armoured rules

The reason’s balanced reign, kept order and peace.

Her will lived closed in adamant walls of law,

Coerced was her force by chains that feigned to adorn,

Imagination was prisoned in a fort,

Her wanton and licentious favourite;

Reality’s poise and reason’s symmetry

Were set in its place sentinelled by marshalled facts,

They gave to the soul for throne a bench of Law,

For kingdom a small world of rule and line:

The ages’ wisdom, shrivelled to scholiast lines,

Shrank patterned into a copy-book device.

The Spirit’s almighty freedom was not here:

A schoolman mind had captured life’s large space,

But chose to live in bare and paltry rooms

Parked off from the too vast dangerous universe,

Fearing to lose its soul in the infinite.

Even the Idea’s ample sweep was cut

Into a system, chained to fixed pillars of thought

Or rivetted to Matter’s solid ground:

Or else the soul was lost in its own heights:

Obeying the Ideal’s high-browed law

Thought based a throne on unsubstantial air

Disdaining earth’s flat triviality:

It barred reality out to live in its dreams.

Or all stepped into a systemed universe:

Life’s empire was a managed continent,

Its thoughts an army ranked and disciplined;

Uniformed they kept the logic of their fixed place

At the bidding of the trained centurion mind.

Or each stepped into its station like a star

Or marched through fixed and constellated heavens

Or kept its feudal rank among its peers

In the sky’s unchanging cosmic hierarchy.

Or like a high-bred maiden with chaste eyes

Forbidden to walk unveiled the public ways,

She must in close secluded chambers move,

Her feeling in cloisters live or gardened paths.

Life was consigned to a safe level path,

It dared not tempt the great and difficult heights

Or climb to be neighbour to a lonely star

Or skirt the danger of the precipice

Or tempt the foam-curled breakers’ perilous laugh,

Adventure’s lyrist, danger’s amateur,

Or into her chamber call some flaming god,

Or leave the world’s bounds and where no limits are

Meet with the heart’s passion the Adorable

Or set the world ablaze with the inner Fire.

A chastened epithet in the prose of life,

She must fill with colour just her sanctioned space,

Not break out of the cabin of the idea

Nor trespass into rhythms too high or vast.

Even when it soared into ideal air,

Thought’s flight lost not itself in heaven’s blue:

It drew upon the skies a patterned flower

Of disciplined beauty and harmonic light.

A temperate vigilant spirit governed life:

Its acts were tools of the considering thought,

Too cold to take fire and set the world ablaze,

Or the careful reason’s diplomatic moves

Testing the means to a prefigured end,

Or at the highest pitch some calm Will’s plan

Or a strategy of some High Command within

To conquer the secret treasures of the gods

Or win for a masked king some glorious world,

Not a reflex of the spontaneous self,

An index of the being and its moods,

A winging of conscious spirit, a sacrament

Of life’s communion with the still Supreme

Or its pure movement on the Eternal’s road.

Or else for the body of some high Idea

A house was built with too close-fitting bricks;

Action and thought cemented made a wall

Of small ideals limiting the soul.

Even meditation mused on a narrow seat;

And worship turned to an exclusive God,

To the Universal in a chapel prayed

Whose doors were shut against the universe;

Or kneeled to the bodiless Impersonal

A mind shut to the cry and fire of love:

A rational religion dried the heart.

It planned a smooth life’s acts with ethics’ rule

Or offered a cold and flameless sacrifice.

The sacred Book lay on its sanctified desk

Wrapped in interpretation’s silken strings:

A credo sealed up its spiritual sense.

Here was a quiet country of fixed mind,

Here life no more was all nor passion’s voice;

The cry of sense had sunk into a hush.

Soul was not there nor spirit but mind alone;

Mind claimed to be the spirit and the soul.

The spirit saw itself as form of mind,

Lost itself in the glory of the thought,

A light that made invisible the sun.

Into a firm and settled space she came

Where all was still and all things kept their place.

Each found what it had sought and knew its aim.

All had a final last stability.

There one stood forth who bore authority

On an important brow and held a rod;

Command was incarnate in his gesture and tone;

Tradition’s petrified wisdom carved his speech,

His sentences savoured the oracle.

“Traveller or pilgrim of the inner world,

Fortunate art thou to reach our brilliant air

Flaming with thought’s supreme finality.

O aspirant to the perfect way of life,

Here find it; rest from search and live at peace.

Ours is the home of cosmic certainty.

Here is the truth, God’s harmony is here.

Register thy name in the book of the elite,

Admitted by the sanction of the few,

Adopt thy station of knowledge, thy post in mind,

Thy ticket of order draw in Life’s bureau

And praise thy fate that made thee one of ours.

All here, docketed and tied, the mind can know,

All schemed by law that God permits to life.

This is the end and there is no beyond.

Here is the safety of the ultimate wall,

Here is the clarity of the sword of Light,

Here is the victory of a single Truth,

Here burns the diamond of flawless bliss.

A favourite of Heaven and Nature live.”

But to the too satisfied and confident sage

Savitri replied casting into his world

Sight’s deep release, the heart’s questioning inner voice:

For here the heart spoke not, only clear daylight

Of intellect reigned here, limiting, cold, precise.

“Happy are they who in this chaos of things,

This coming and going of the feet of Time,

Can find the single Truth, the eternal Law:

Untouched they live by hope and doubt and fear.

Happy are men anchored on fixed belief

In this uncertain and ambiguous world,

Or who have planted in the heart’s rich soil

One small grain of spiritual certitude.

Happiest who stand on faith as on a rock.

But I must pass leaving the ended search,

Truth’s rounded outcome firm, immutable

And this harmonic building of world-fact,

This ordered knowledge of apparent things.

Here I can stay not, for I seek my soul.”

None answered in that bright contented world,

Or only turned on their accustomed way

Astonished to hear questioning in that air

Or thoughts that could still turn to the Beyond.

But some murmured, passers-by from kindred spheres:

Each by his credo judged the thought she spoke.

“Who then is this who knows not that the soul

Is a least gland or a secretion’s fault

Disquieting the sane government of the mind,

Disordering the function of the brain,

Or a yearning lodged in Nature’s mortal house

Or dream whispered in man’s cave of hollow thought

Who would prolong his brief unhappy term

Or cling to living in a sea of death?”

But others, “Nay, it is her spirit she seeks.

A splendid shadow of the name of God,

A formless lustre from the Ideal’s realm,

The Spirit is the Holy Ghost of Mind;

But none has touched its limbs or seen its face.

Each soul is the great Father’s crucified Son,

Mind is that soul’s one parent, its conscious cause,

The ground on which trembles a brief passing light,

Mind, sole creator of the apparent world.

All that is here is part of our own self;

Our minds have made the world in which we live.”

Another with mystic and unsatisfied eyes

Who loved his slain belief and mourned its death,

“Is there one left who seeks for a Beyond?

Can still the path be found, opened the gate?”

So she fared on across her silent self.

To a road she came thronged with an ardent crowd

Who sped brilliant, fire-footed, sunlight-eyed,

Pressing to reach the world’s mysterious wall,

And pass through masked doorways into outer mind

Where the Light comes not nor the mystic voice,

Messengers from our subliminal greatnesses,

Guests from the cavern of the secret soul.

Into dim spiritual somnolence they break

Or shed wide wonder on our waking self,

Ideas that haunt us with their radiant tread,

Dreams that are hints of unborn Reality,

Strange goddesses with deep-pooled magical eyes,

Strong wind-haired gods carrying the harps of hope,

Great moon-hued visions gliding through gold air,

Aspiration’s sun-dream head and star-carved limbs,

Emotions making common hearts sublime.

And Savitri mingling in that glorious crowd,

Yearning to the spiritual light they bore,

Longed once to hasten like them to save God’s world;

But she reined back the high passion in her heart;

She knew that first she must discover her soul.

Only who save themselves can others save.

In contrary sense she faced life’s riddling truth:

They carrying the light to suffering men

Hurried with eager feet to the outer world;

Her eyes were turned towards the eternal source.

Outstretching her hands to stay the throng she cried:

“O happy company of luminous gods,

Reveal, who know, the road that I must tread, –

For surely that bright quarter is your home, –

To find the birthplace of the occult Fire

And the deep mansion of my secret soul.”

One answered pointing to a silence dim

On a remote extremity of sleep

In some far background of the inner world.

“O Savitri, from thy hidden soul we come.

We are the messengers, the occult gods

Who help men’s drab and heavy ignorant lives

To wake to beauty and the wonder of things

Touching them with glory and divinity;

In evil we light the deathless flame of good

And hold the torch of knowledge on ignorant roads;

We are thy will and all men’s will towards Light.

O human copy and disguise of God

Who seekst the deity thou keepest hid

And livest by the Truth thou hast not known,

Follow the world’s winding highway to its source.

There in the silence few have ever reached,

Thou shalt see the Fire burning on the bare stone

And the deep cavern of thy secret soul.”

Then Savitri following the great winding road

Came where it dwindled into a narrow path

Trod only by rare wounded pilgrim feet.

A few bright forms emerged from unknown depths

And looked at her with calm immortal eyes.

There was no sound to break the brooding hush;

One felt the silent nearness of the soul.

End of Canto Three

  1. The Triple Soul-Forces
  2. The Finding of the Soul
  3. Nirvana and the Discovery of the All-Negating Absolute
  4. The Discovery of the Cosmic Spirit and the Cosmic Consciousness

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